Can you just admit and accept that we should really be together? That we both made mistakes and screwed things up but that what we are together is bigger than our tantrums? We both went off and lived some life, loved another, but really nothing will ever be what we feel we are truely missing. I’m just so tired of this bullshit life. Knowing what I really want and not being able to go after it. Sitting and waiting on someone else to wake up and stop being stubborn.